All that I'm becoming I really can't control Burdened by our bodies Trapping of our souls I hope you can forgive me Since guilt I know too well Confronted with existence This feels like I'm in hell You can't change what's happened now You can't explain to me how It must mean something somehow You can't take this all away You can't make it yesterday Everything seems broken anyway This isn't fair Who decides if a miracle survives So close to start So careful been I cannot go through this again Determined before all was known Whether perseverance shown Trembling as I think ahead I wish I had some strength instead You can't help me to forget You can't hide from my regret It hasn't happened all yet You can't make me change my mind I am not the simple kind This must mean something sometime All this time I've waited Played on by the rules Everything is wasted Leaving us as fools How can this be alright How can this be fair Coded by perception Leaving us despair