I can see myself tucked in and fast asleep Looking all peaceful but in my dreams I weep From far up I'm looking down upon myself And I wonder who it is that's lying there
I feel like in a world all beside myself Afraid I won't wake up with no one there to care
I know someone used to watch me in my sleep But some things seem just impossible to keep I fight hard to bring it back into my mind But to no use, it all seems to be a blank
I wonder what it was that had me defined But one thing I know, I have myself to thank
I feel like I have amnesia But I know it's myself I've lost I wonder what's happened so far And what might have been the cost
I'm not sure I want to know Any of the things I've done I don't know yet where to go But I'll accept my past is gone
I feel like I have amnesia And I've missed the heavenly host I'm surprised I've come this far Living without what I need most
I don't think I can go back To the things that were before Though I'm now always wearing black I don't bemoan my life of yore
I wake up and feel like I should be at home But I do not know this, it's not where I belong My head is dazed and my mind is all confused And I'm not quite sure that I'm really there
But the mirror shows me looking out, bemused Into a blank place that could be anywhere
I feel like I have been left out in the cold And it hurts to know that this is all my fault I leave this place to find familiar ground But the whole world seems to have been rearranged
Now my former self is nowhere to be found And I know that it's myself that's changed
I feel like I have amnesia But I know it's myself I've lost I wonder what's happened so far And what might have been the cost
I'm not sure I want to know Any of the things I've done I don't know yet where to go But I'll accept my past is gone
I feel like I have amnesia And I've missed the heavenly host I'm surprised I've come this far Living without what I need most
I don't think I can go back To the things that were before Though I'm now always wearing black I don't bemoan my life of yore
I feel like I have amnesia I feel like I have amnesia