Don't call me now, I am in bed I've sacrificed all chances for street cred As a result of sticking near The same bad time for thirteen years
But you know this I've said before There's a lot of things I've said before Lots of things you kind of ignored And brushed it off You always brushed it off
Pacing down the hallway stairs Mental notes of quick repairs To gaps in my story for tomorrow morning Of why I was up in this hour
When I have children of my own And they have children of their own I'll spit and spew of my dumbs high school endeavours With prideful tone
And when my freezing lower limbs Approach that sly grinning little shit I knew the truth in every vowel sound That I had admitted just two nights before
Goodbye was not an option It's clear to you but to no one was it clearer than to me Since day one I've been locked in I'm not fucking hanging up
I told you I loved you at eighteen But now you're in New York and I'm pushing twenty We still talk but only when you call me first
Somedays I hear it rain Most days I stay in bed Maybe I'll see you when I get home and we'll avoid all the things we've said