As days pass, your presence is unsettling. Two weeks pass, your tears can't make me move a muscle. Three weeks pass, the very sight of you infuriates me. Four weeks pass, you're tearing apart my things and wishing you had never met me.
I wish I could say that it's been you and not me. But I was born this way, and nothing on Earth can change it. Gone through the same thing time and time again. I patiently await the day that someone comes to teach me how to love.
Why can't I love? Why can't I care at all? Why can't I cherish anything?
Do you know what it's like to have all interests fade in a month? I'll find the pettiest flaw in a perfect prize and throw her away.
Why can't I love? Why can't I care at all? Why can't I cherish anything?
You'll move on in no time at all, while I'm stuck here lost and cursed. All qualms that you have with me, I promise they'll die with my regard.
18 years have passed, and nothing has changed. Got so much time to live, but I will never love.
Why can't I love? Why can't I care at all? Why can't I cherish anything?
And...
Love is not an option for me, love will always be just a dream, but I'll be stuck in this loveless nightmare for the rest of my life.