Darkness, silence - it‘s so sombre here No matter where or who I am Captived, condemned to live in this shell In my own personal hell
Retreated, occlusive - what has brought me there And, damn, how can I return? Anguish, confusedness - am I daft in the head? Am I here or am I dead? Am I dead?
Slightly it drives me insane It makes me feeling so lame
Darkness, silence - creeping through my soul Why am I like what I am? Captived, condemned to live in this place Of blankness, hate and pungent ache
Forgotten, despised - shut out of this life Wihtout a future anymore Chaos, panic - the apathy inside Has merged and grown to endless fear
I rot down in madness No cure‘s there to expect No future to defeat Without the past - I can‘t forget It slowly drives me insane and every day it‘s the same It strangles all my feelings Of pleasure, teariness and shame
And I hold you to me tight Turn your days into night There is no place you can hide Already lost is this fight I lacerate your mind Paint your world black and white One day I‘ll blow off your light I‘m your chaos inside
I rot down in madness No cure‘s there to expect No future to defeat Without the past - I can‘t forget It slowly drives me insane and every day it‘s the same It strangles all my feelings Of pleasure, teariness and shame