I'll eat you out if you're comfortable. God forbid the children we'll never have hear about this. This is something we'll carry to our graves. I am so stupid and you were 15 and I was older at least inside of my head. I'll never know better and I'll never feel good so long as you still stain the sheets of my bed.
And I'll eat you out if you're comfortable with that. And if you're not, then that's fine. We've got all the time that we need. And I'll rip off your shirt and you can grab my belt and we can play with each other, at least for now.
We were young and oh so stupid. I'm so sorry, I still am. I touched you there, where you did not feel comfortable with my hands being there. When all I wanted to do was eat you out. So now you can hurt me for my whole life. A justification of sickness I'll never aptly explain in public.
It's been 3 years and I'm still waiting to eat you out. I must seem so pathetic now. You're in college talking about your attacker and I must seem like the devil to you now. And I'm just bitter talking about the children we'll never have.
Your belly is empty because I could never last.
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"i,i,i all you ever talk about is yourself"
Long for affection and shut your eyes, look at me when I speak to you. You're the filthy shadow following me and I wish you were just an unclean memory. But you're not and nothing changes. Nothing ever changes about you.