Rise again to face the day With a knife in my back in my spine mind(!) Insults my life (my)name (my) rage And bites like pain a war conflict Is it a price? is it a curse? Spasms swell like rock i turn to Stone and then i'm at Home low dire spiteful Resentment breeds profound conflict How long can this go on?
Conflict conflicting conflict Post-op regret Conflict conflicting conflict Recovery slip Conflict conflicting conflict A pause for the betterment Conflict conflicting conflict Dwell on the negative I am the one the decider i am a pun the destroyer Buried inside like a time bomb i am a Blitzkrieg made of one
I am the stunned and the stunted i define Fury as in furious Damage the face ball up the name given The kiss of chronic pain
Tazed awake every fucking day of My life nerve damage screams in Waves as i lie ass back Flat the stab the control the tripwire conflict How far deep is this scar? Thrashing under pariah smoke stained Sheets hoping somehow someone might See my arm waving a flag of Surrender i'm, m.i.a. in conflict Is it mistake was it on purpose to Try and keep me in check?
COnflict conflicting conflict 3-level fuse Conflict conflicting conflict Titanium screws Conflict conflicting conflict Rebuild the veteran Conflict conflicting conflict Dwell on the negative
I am the one the excluded i am an animal That's been wounded My insignificance is significant tirade in Flight wings spanned I cannot fly without looking down I cannot fly
Conflict conflicting conflict 3-pills a pop Conflict conflicting conflict Titanium clock Conflict conflicting conflict Ruin the veteran Conflict conflicting conflict Dwell on the negative!