Oh my god, Is there no understanding? Troubled's just an understatement All these lies, & I still don't believe you When do I get to meet the real you? Pill after pill, & thought after thought I'd give anything to make it stop.
My mind is being consumed I cannot win this battle All I ever do is fucking lose
Every fucking day I'm wasting all my time On someone who doesn't even know that I'm alive Constantly I think to myself that everything will change No matter how hard I try Everything stays the same
I'm abandoned My life is falling apart & it has been from the start I'm abandoned I'm fucking lost at sea Do you remember me?
I've been searching For everything that I've left behind me but when I open my eyes, I start to realize That I never had anything
And now lay me down to sleep I pray the lord my soul to reap And if I did before I wake That's alright 'cause I was nothing but a fucking mistake
Yeah yeah ha ha ha
For years I waited around hoping that you would show up Surprise Surprise, I've got the worst fucking luck You're just a fucking deadbeat you never loved me How could my family turn into my worst enemy
The grass aint greener on the other side Fingers crossed hoping everything would be alright I never thought it'd end up this way, I guess that's just what I get for thinking
I've been searching For everything that I've left behind me but when I open my eyes, I start to realize I always find myself asking
God Is there no understanding? Troubled's just an understatement All these lies, & I still don't believe you When do I get to meet the real you? Pill after pill, & thought after thought I'd give anything to make it stop.