i was trying to know your value i learned it wasn't in your worth all the times you led me on - never was a father,too much of a brother all the times that you were gone - gesture without motion , met with no emotion all the times you led me on - alway's were a martyr , armor in a bottle all the times that you were gone - absent of devotion , dedication broken it wasn't your world that you brought me it wasn't your death what you taught me it wasn't your life that's worth nothing that's worth nothing i was trying to understand i learned your not a man if you see my sons , give them a dollar turn them away , let them fall father and oh my father , who aren't in heaven i shall forsake your name