I'll be fine I will be free I am Ridding myself of this disease
And the stagnance to which it binds me I will be mine I will live for me I will loose the grip of this crippling anxiety
Someday I'll make it to my funeral pyre My soul ascending above the ashes and the fire But I'm not there yet I'm staying the hell away from it
It's time I made my bed Pulled the covers to my neck And gave these weary eyes a rest Cause they've grown bloodshot From the haze I drifted into and forgot Why I was even there And even if it doesn't mean anything to anyone That don't mean it doesn't mean anything at all Cause my heart burst over these songs And goddamn they'll be sung
Cause I am learning to love this world As much as I used to hate myself