They wanna bury me, I'm worried, I'm losin my mind Look down the barrel of my nine and my vision's blurry Fallin to pieces, am I guilty? I pray to the Lord but he ignores me unfortunately cause I'm guilty Show me a miracle, I'm hopeless, I'm chokin off marijuana smoke, with every toke it's like I'm losin focus Fallin to sleep while I'm at service, when will I die? Forever paranoid and nervous because I'm high Don't mention funerals I'm stressin, and goin nutty And reminiscin bout them niggaz that murdered my buddy I wonder when will I be happy, ain't nothin funny Flashbacks of bustin caps, anything for money Where am I goin I discovered, can't nothin save me My next door neighbor's havin convo with undercovers Put a surprise in the mailbox, hope she get it Happy birthday bitch, you know you shouldn'ta did it
Verse 2 [DMX]
I never figured this nigga would pull this shit that he pulled What is strange is the change that niggas go through When they're locked down and really can't hack it A motherfucker like me handles a bid like a jacket Strap it on my back, niggas ain't built like me And by the end, niggas was like "Yo, why you killed Mike, D?" Wasn't me, but yeah he had it coming to him Used to be my dog, so I let my cousin do him Sent him out of state with like half a brick down to my spot in VA Cause the money comes quick Half of that got fucked up before I even got the check in on him (damn) But things happen so I really wasn't wreckin' on him (damn) Got him up out of there and sent him down a little further Ain't heard from him in two months, murder, murder And from the next flight thinking I might have to steal something This hungry shit will make a nigga wanna kill something (come on)
Verse 3 [2Pac]
They wanna bury me, I'm worried, no need to lie I pray to God I don't scream when it's time to fry Nowhere to rest I'm losin homies, ain't that a bitch When I was rich I had clout, now a nigga's lonely I put the pistol to my head, and say a prayer I see visions of me dead, Lord are you there? Then tell me am I lost cause I'm lonely I thought I had friends but in the end a nigga dies lonely Nowhere to run I'm in terror, and no one cares A closed casket at my funeral and no one's there Is there a future for a killer? I change my ways But still that don't promise me the next day So I stay Thuggin with a passion, forever blastin I'm bustin on these motherfuckers in my madness They wonder if I'm hellbound... well Hell can't be worse than this, cause I'm in Hell now Don't make me hurt you I don't want to, but I will Seen motherfuckers killed over phone bills Never will I die, I'll be back Reincarnated as a motherfuckin mack I love it cause in heaven there's no shortage on G's I'm tellin you now, you motherfuckers don't know me