Pssst... psssssst... aiyyo Are you afraid to die, or do you wanna live forever Tell me, which one?
They wanna bury me, I'm worried -- I'm losin my mind Look down the barrel of my nine and my vision's blurry Fallin to pieces, am I guilty? I pray to the Lord but he ignores me unfortunately cause I'm guilty Show me a miracle, I'm hopeless -- I'm chokin off marijuana smoke, with every toke it's like I'm losin focus Fallin to sleep while I'm at service, when will I die? Forever paranoid and nervous because I'm high Don't mention funerals I'm stressin, and goin nutty And reminiscin bout them niggaz that murdered my buddy I wonder when will I be happy, ain't nothin funny Flashbacks of bustin caps, anything for money Where am I goin I discovered, can't nothin save me My next door neighbor's havin convo with undercovers Everybody's dyin am I next, who can I trust? Will they be G's, and they look at me before they bust?
Is there a heaven for a baller? Somebody help me Is there a future for a killer? I change my ways Forever blastin,who can you trust? I thought I had friends but in the end a nigga dies lonely Don't make me blast Is there a heaven for a baller? Somebody help me Is there a future for a killer? I change my ways Niggaz don't like me cause I'm Thuggin, and every day I'm a hustler lookin to get paid
They wanna bury me, I'm worried -- no need to lie I pray to God I don't scream when it's time to fry Nowhere to rest I'm losin homies, ain't that a bitch When I was rich I had clout, now a nigga's lonely I put the pistol to my head, and say a prayer I see visions of me dead, Lord are you there? Then tell me am I lost cause I'm lonely I thought I had friends but in the end a nigga dies lonely Nowhere to run I'm in terror, and no one cares A closed casket at my funeral and no one's there Is there a future for a killer? I change my ways But still that don't promise me the next day So I stay Thuggin with a passion, forever blastin I'm bustin on these motherfuckers in my madness They wonder if I'm hellbound... well Hell can't be worse than this, cause I'm in Hell now
Is there a heaven for a baller? Somebody help me Is there a future for a killer? I change my ways Forever blastin,who can you trust? I thought I had friends but in the end a nigga dies lonely Don't make me blast Is there a heaven for a baller? Somebody help me Is there a future for a killer? I change my ways Niggaz don't like me cause I'm Thuggin, and every day I'm a hustler lookin to get paid