I’m gonna decide To jump and just die Or live in fear Stare every time At the lights in tunnels Hear the noise from wheels Feel the pulsation from rails Watch an advertisement list Is it hurts? Death from speed Am I lost To think about it? Why not to just steal A rope or a blade Can’t imagine that feeling At the sight of my death Wonder what is the reason To leave the last edge And why am I thrilling Oh it’s so sad
It would be easier If I had some money Dreaming and dreaming That’s not something up In the clouds Thinking out loud Locked into darkness Irrelevant calmness I don’t wanna seek it anymore I don’t wanna seek it anymore
Now I’d like my thoughts to fade away Stop writing songs and spend my days Dividing my body and soul Someone’s corpse needs a real work Do I want it or not Although who the hell wants And where’s relief my lord When saints are covered with gold That’s all I want to know What should I do in the world Create something physical Maybe vital and typical Only benefits for people So insignificant But what about me? What about me?
It would be easier If I had some money Dreaming and dreaming That’s not something up In the clouds Thinking out loud Locked into darkness Irrelevant calmness I don’t wanna seek it anymore No I don’t wanna seek it anymore