ould write a symphony about this pain in me ´Cause I was eight when I felt lost and lonely We never harmonize every day we fight In my mind even the good times felt phony
Now I know a child should never bleed like this
God help me ´cause I can´t deal with this With everything she did with every scar she left so deep in my mind I can´t forget my mother said she hates me And I can never forgive her
It seems like in her eyes I´ve never been a child I had to pay for mistakes kids are making She left my father and stuck to another man And said that she would act like this for the sake of me
Yes I know a child should never bleed
God help me ´cause I can´t deal with this With everything she did with every scar she left so deep in my mind I can´t forget my mother said she hates me
This is the only way I can say what I still remember I try to come to terms with the truth ´til today this song is a letter You´re caught in a jail of self-pity and talk to me but never with me You never said “I´m sorry for this” now I´m living a life without you
God help me cause I can´t deal with this With everything you did with every scar you left so deep in my mind I can´t forget that you said that you hate me