The feeling of it gives you a confidence, freedom and independence. If you speak English then the whole World is in your pocket.
The English language is a language of business and information. If you speak and understand it, you can get whatever you want. You have the opportunity to make more money and stuff. If you want to reach all of your goals, if you dream to be more successful – you need to speak English and speak English well. It means you don’t have to waste your time on its studying but you have to be hard-working: listening, speaking, reading, writing etc.
The English language is not a luxury anymore. It is a mandatory skill for everybody in the 21st Century.
Nowadays the main goal of any language is to get and transfer the information. Any information is possible to transfer using easy words and simple grammatical constructions. You don’t have to know all grammar rules, rare words and all exceptions in order to speak. All you need is using your knowledge and skills by practice.
You can replace some Russian words in your speech with English ones. Start with simple ones like “Сегодня я приду домой late”. So you will replace Russian words with English ones. And finally after that you will remember more and more words you can say for example: “I have computer дома”. Because you still have no idea how you can say “дома” in English :) Sometimes it’s funny. Of course you can choose your own way which is more suitable and easy for you.
There are lots of websites with “very important” information, too many “teachers” who give us the jokes, proverbs, idioms or so on... Everyone tries to convince you that before speaking with a native speaker you must know all grammar. You must pronounce like a native. English is extremely difficult and you need to study it at least two years in an English speaking country. So no chances - they are focused on the Process of studying but not for the result - Speaking!
That’s why your brain is so confused about all this “very important information”. You feel lost, overwhelmed, lonely and absolutely helpless. Most of the time nobody even answers your questions on the forums. Nobody talks to you and you face the whole world of English alone. It is not a surprise it seems so complicated!
The Solution is simple: study basic grammar and start to speak with natives. The foreign language is just a skill. Like cooking, skiing, driving. There is no difference! Any skill develops and improves only with practice. The more you speak the better your English becomes.
If you decide it is really necessary for you to speak English, and you want to understand it then the English language should become part of your life. It means that not only 15 minutes a day will you try but all your day should pass step by step into English. You should read the short news; listen to English audio books; translate your thoughts into English and Speak. But it is useless if you don’t have The Final Goal. The Goal which requires English.