Verse 1: [Mads Veslelia] Everybody talk about being real But that is easy with no spike in the wheel You write about staying high and then chill You’ll never know the fucking price or what it’s like to be billed And gotta pay for the life you never ordered And gotta stay in the crises you never wanted I wanna say what it’s like to feel haunted By mistakes that ain’t mine, that I was born in And I’m complaining, cause I’m ‘bout to burst I believed in my mama now she’s back on the drugs After 20 fucking years, thought she finally learned She was doing just fine, then felled right back and it hurts She got her first job, so proud of her name-tag A new start, new apartment far up in a haystack And we talk but the spark is fake that’s hard And my trust why the fuck would you waste that
Hook (x2): [Mads Veslelia] Some people they will never know And never ever understand what I broken-home can do I tried to keep it in, but that ain’t me Cause I was never meant to breath Now I’m killing the beat and that’s it
Verse 2: [Mads Veslelia] Yeah, I’m supposed to be dead My daddy beat up my momma for everything that she said She having a baby and he was angry as hell When she was blocking the stomach, then he was kicking the head They call that double-murder attempt Now he text me on my birthday, fucking funny I think Asking me stupid questions like how I’ve been Shut up coward, never seen you, never will I mean, I got a stepfather calling me son Try to keep in touch with each other but he’s always flat-drunk But I guess we all got problems that we’re running from Rappers keep throwing fire-crackers, I’m sitting on a bomb But grandma, I’m thankful for what you did I wanna get rich just to give you everything But that ain’t happening cause people they feel More about pop-rap and swag, than I ever will
Hook (x2): [Mads Veslelia] Some people they will never know And never ever understand what I broken-home can do I tried to keep it in, but that ain’t me Cause I was never meant to breath Now I’m killing the beat and that’s it
Verse 3: [Mads Veslelia] Yeah, they tell me sign up for Idol But I’m just dude tryna kill for survival So they will boo when I spit at my rivals Up in the final with a rifle and I’m shooting at vitals Then I go viral But I ain’t got time for shit Gotta take care of my mom and grandma Better stay off my mind I’m venom Better be buff cause I’ma phantom Better adjust cause I don’t change a thing boy Listen up Roy, close it But I got more on my list My best homie keep it one fucking hunna with pills So when these corny rappers calling me son of a bitch There’s no wonder why I snap, attack, cause I am so sick Of struggles and I’m done being humble I ain’t the kid to push, I’m ready to rumble I never beat around the bush, I’m kinda loco Missing a knuckle and now I got a beef with my own uncle A dumb fucker you are, the way you threat my grandpa Show respect, or I’ma fuck you up I know what you did to my mama But I’ma save all the drama Cause she has been through a lot now
Bridge: [Mads Veslelia] Will this ever go away Same shit just another day Will I ever feel complete I don’t think I’ll ever be
Hook (x2): [Mads Veslelia] Some people they will never know And never ever understand what I broken-home can do I tried to keep it in, but that ain’t me Cause I was never meant to breath Now I’m killing the beat and that’s it