I've got a lot of fear for the day that we'll be dead w/ VELVETEARS (prod. tothegood)
u know the rain and thunder makes it cold out u know whatever happens my hand will be out but i cant keep this fucking blade up off my wrist and i can't kick these fucking demons from my head they telling me its time to go and sin and i'm listening fuck restraint because this world's a bitch but your glistening and u know i love the way u sit on the side of my bed and let it bleed out thru every fucking slit
I’m known to run away but this time i’ll run with you I’m known to never stay but I’ll fuckin stay with you I’m known for diggin graves but thats all done and thru i just wanna watch the smoke clear away with you
i got all of ur songs straight playin in my head i gotta lotta fear for the day that we’ll be dead but i just suppress that, no need for nonsense cuz for the first time i know where i can fall back
somethin bout life makes me feel so unsure why am i so scared i will never fuckin kno but i had a choice and i picked the right door and thats something I’ve never done before you were the right door