I wake with a fever And a heart made of stone When did I surrender To what I’ve become? I sleepwalk in circles Through night and through days But I don’t see the pathway Waiting for me
I’m sluggish and docile Waiting for change There’s always excuses And someone to blame But god damn this silence A curse on my home If I remain frozen On my own
Pull me back into this world
I’m a drop in the ocean But an ocean of waves I try to consider Just what it takes To reclaim position Through lack of control But if that takes destruction Then I’ll tear it down