I'll do my best to paint a picture to show the way things are but in my position without a vision I'm afraid its just too hard. I can't show the world for what is or even try to start. the honest truth's, I'm really lost and it's tearing me apart. I stand conflicted by my desire and what others say is right but in the end it all depends on whatever I decide. I cant see what lies on the path I walk or on the road advised and it's killing me (it's killing me) it's killing me inside. You force my head underwater for the fact I'm unsure I"ll catch my breathe in the breaks but ill be honest, I'm torn So this is just the way that things have to be? out in the open for all them to see tell me how can you just turn your back on the person who was there to keep your life in tact look me in the eyes and honestly say I wasn't there for you when you needed me you know you're wrong I see the look on your face but you're too proud to admit all the mistakes that you made when its so easy for you to say I'm the one at fault deserving of blame you're responsible for your ill intent and I refuse to let things end this way If you could lower the wall just to let me in I know id do my best so we could make amends you refuse to acknowledge how close you stand to the edge I can say that i tried with out a doubt in my head I'm stranded in a place that I don't know with no idea on how to make it home the question's even if you want me back or am I better staying where I'm at I'll put my best foot forward and try to be sincere but if you still cant trust me I'll have to make this clear you're the one that wronged me yet I still turn my cheek you belittle my actions, and lie through your teeth I cant stand around to see how it turns out when you're caught in a corner and you cant move your mouth I hope you choke on the words you used to bring me down so you can see how it feels to have your life drowned out I'm aware I'm lost reluctant to be found I cant search forever am I set to drown if you could lower the wall just to let me in I know id do my best so we could make amends you refuse to acknowledge how close you stand to the edge I can say that i tried with out a doubt in my head I'm stranded in a place that I don't know with no idea on how to make it home I'm stranded in a place that i don't know with no idea on how to make it home