Sweaty palms and itchy skin Precursor to the pain Of the burning in my chest And the fire in my brain
Questioning all that I am Traveling my mind Drowning in my mixed emotions Honor fighting pride Nowhere to hide
I crave the illness that you Give me with your eyes Stomach pain and bleeding brain Are with me through the highs Contaminating poison In my blood is crippling me Compulsion that I feel Is eating me like a disease
Plague in the mind In the heart of a man Bringing such despair Auto-masochistic instincts We're driven by beware
I grow cold and nauseous When your skin touches mine A sick combination Of disgusting and divine
I crave the illness That you give me with your eyes Stomach pain and bleeding brain Are with me through the highs Contaminating poison In my blood is crippling me Compulsion that I feel Is eating me like a disease
These cannot be my thoughts These are not my deeds Destiny is a blessing I'm denied Fate is just a knife
You're my disease
I crave the illness That you give me with your eyes Stomach pain and bleeding brain Are with me through the highs Contaminating poison In my blood is crippling me Infatuation infestation is my disease