You will never know How many times over I thought About what we had and where it went Part of me wonders Was it really all my fault But the other half just knows
I have become a failure
Everything is ripping at the seems And igniting behind me Dyslexic even in my dreams But I'm trying The night is still young
Still young!
You were the best hostage I ever had You were the best, but I want my ransom You were the best hostage I ever had
I want my ransom I want something To show for myself After all the years So far I have nothing
Fears will control my life forever if I let them I have always been afraid of myself My commitments and my endeavors Have never seen the light of day because of this
I have become a failure
Everything is ripping at the seems And igniting behind me Dyslexic even in my dreams But I'm trying The night is still young (Everything is backwards, everything is wrong)
Still young!
This is a vicious cycle That only I can reverse [x2]