Sam's POV. That year he spent alone must've been tough...
I’ve got no one, I don’t know where to go Dean, I tried, but I’m so alone
Dean, I’m sorry it couldn’t go the way we planned, yeah, I mean, I know you’re stuck in purgatory and I’m so sorry I didn’t carry on, no But you left me all alone, you’re with Cas, and I have got no home I mean, what am I supposed to do without you? I’m so lost I just can’t do this, no
I thought if I just stopped running, stop caring if I died I could get up, get out, never said I didn’t try to do this alone But it’s just too much and it’s just too hard, Without you Dean, and without dad To fight when I got nothing to fight for
I should’ve saved you, I should’ve saved you If I’d have known you were coming back to me, I would’ve never abandoned my family
I prayed to God to return you to me But then I moved on, moved on from your memory I built a life without you there Never before had I been so scared Without you
I had no one, I had nowhere to go But now you’re back, Dean