I just want to live my life again and not feel crushed by the constant bullshit. In the end it doesn't really fucking matter. Why pretend? When i'd rather be on my own. I have a serious problem and it's out of control. This is my chance to set things right. I'm just a stranger in a strange land. What will it take to make you understand. this wont be the first time, this wont be the last. My patience is fading and it's fading fast.
Time has never been on my side. Now I know the truth, now I know the truth. We cannot pretend like time is the only thing we have to give. Don't let go. These wounds will never mend if we let them bleed until we're dead. Don't let go.
Every single minute, every single day I fade away. I'm a hollow shell of what I used to be. Fade away into the shadow of eternity. Give me something to believe in before I lose hope in life. I need to stop my brain from over-thinking so I can sleep at night. Time has never been on my side no matter how hard I tried. Now I know the truth.
We cannot pretend like time is the only thing we have to give. Don't let go. These wounds will never mend if we let them bleed until we're dead. Don't let go. We cannot pretend like time is the only thing we have to give.
If I had another chance, I wouldn't hesitate. Now things will never be the same. But the sun keeps burning and the world keeps turning. Nothing will ever change. I'm just a stranger in a strange land. And everything I try to grasp slips right through my hands.