nothing left to feel now but the cold floor of this barren, bereaved cell some light filters through the ceiling mocking me like memories...
i am the shit that hides in shame the most selfish hermit whose wisdom's turned to waste resigned to lost time, and self imposed isolation while smiling cynically: "there's safety in nothing."
i'd give anything to feel again scribbling these words on the floor of what's left of my mind charcoal drawings i pray will be found and maybe someday, pieced together, explain it all