Only a miracle will prevent my death A dawn burial inside these walls Slipping further from grace in desperation On the devil I have called Sworn to a life of restraint I've fallen beyond redemption Prayers won't save me now
Exhaustion sets in Held against my will A slave to this parchment Chained to this quill.
My stomach churns as sweat drips from my brow My heart is at war with my mind For breaking my vow My hands are bound
Look what you've done Losing perspective Losing ground You belong to me now
There will be no absolution for these transgressions my life once paved with the purest intentions Now as darkness sets in, I contemplate my plight Crushed by the weight of my decisions Tormented by the looming light My hands are no longer under my control Instead directed by he who owns my soul
Exhaustion sets in Held against my will a slave to this parchment Chained to this quill
Born into the light Saved by the darkness I long to feel alive again Mother Mary, I cry out for mercy On my deathbed, I repent