Uh, Feeling like I been crucified Haven't been the same since my daughter died Paranormal flourished than my state of mind Kinda hard for me to orchestrate a fucking rhyme Last night I took some pain killers And I became friends with a death dealer Couple minutes later I was stupid numb Slowly blinking, thinking where I got this pistol from Damn I was fucked up Still wonder why my daddy had abandoned us Lost my dog when he decided to put them hammers up Left the dope game so crackers couldn't jam him up Heatin' pain off in my cold heart These niggas playing foul like a false start How my youngest pull your card like it's Hallmark Choppa stop a nigga like a cross guard
Oh Lord I'm a mad man Screaming starvation to the motherland Never money over brothers man I don't think they understand Hear the pain that I'm so poor It's like the lions when the pack roar Come meet the last of a dying breed Guaranteed that this some shit you've never seen Black man, no Carters to greet Still a made a way for my mama to eat Million dollars made and I did it in peace But still I am a flirt to the fucking police I forever be a field nigga As long God with me, I'm a deal with em Paranoid only Lord knows Thinking I'm seeing people and the phantom ghosts