I wish I were as strong and as flexible as an ancient tree So I could stand up tall feeling the wind and the... and the... Water in me I am all alone here Evening-- the lunar light lies behind the clouds Darkness and night come, wishes, fear, to push my voice Down behind the outline of my breath, stark against the wind Drops of sharp reminders of the sadness I hold up... and shame... Shame for all the moments I have head-tripped the ones I loved most But I'm mending now towards a peaceful exit of that ghost I'm mending now towards a peaceful exit of that ghost I'm mending now I wish I were as strong and as flexible as an ancient tree So I could stand up tall, feeling the wind and the... Water in me The water in me, the water in me (water in me...) water...
If I could go back, well, I would do it all differently, Replacing the sore spots with generosity and dignity If I could go back, I would do it all differently, Replacing the sore spots with generosity and dignity Go back to all my times of underhanded savvy and Swear on the silhouette of the strongest tree Swear on the silhouette of the strongest tree Swear on the silhouette of the strongest tree I would be kinder, more forgiving, and more humble I'll be kinder, more forgiving, and more humble I'll be kinder, more forgiving, and more humble Forgiving myself as well 'cause I, too, am fumbling As I stumble... to the eye of the storm When I am naked, I surrender my strength Because I am so small and irrelevant I surrender my pride because I am so small and irrelevant I surrender my name because I am so small and irrelevant Surrender my pride because I am so small and irrelevant I surrender my name because I am so small and irrelevant So small and irrelevant So small and irrelevant But the storm sings on, and I am open to a sweetening I am freezing, and screaming, and there is no one here for questioning And if I'm chanting and undoing Chanting and undoing (la la lo lo lo the water) Chanting and undoing (la la la lo lo the water in me) (oooh heyyy) (heyyy I...) (I...)
This storm is my greatest grandmother She is my truth-teller Nothing stops her from delivering the secrets she uncovers She gives me warmth of sunray, rain daggers against my skin Heavy storm pierce me, wind howl against my offering Wind howl against my offering Wind howl against my offering Drown me out so I can forget Through the softening Drown me out so my thoughts come through, this time redeeming Give me the strength and flexibility of an ancient tree So I can stand up tall, feeling the wind and the Water in me (the... the... water in me) This storm is my greatest grandmother She is my truth-teller Nothing stops her from delivering the secrets she uncovers Example: she gives me warmth of sunray, rain daggers against my skin Heavy storm pierce me, and wind howl against my offering Wind howl against my offering Drown me out so I can force through the softening Drown me out so my thoughts come through this time Give me the strength and flexibility of an ancient tree So i can stand up tall, feeling the wind and Water in me Water in me Water in me Water in me...