Jackie, in a wispers you heard the cries. You told me of the things that you think I hide. You think that I should show the world what's left inside but there is nothing there... It's not there.
Jackie, I'm the reason that my sisters cry. I'm the source of pain in my father's eyes. I'm the reason that my mother's losing faith in prayer, you see... I don't want the world to see what's left of me.
Cuz I know what you think that you see, but it's not here anymore. I let go of myself and I drowned, but that was quite some time ago. Cuz I lost who I was, now I'm left here without a soul.
Jackie, if I sleep, what's when I don't feel pain. Open up my eyes and then it starts again. They'd never understand if I should leave this place so I will stay and bleed... And I'll bleed.
I wish you would have known me back when I was whole. I think that was a person you would like to know. Behind me is a place where I was bought and sold and shaking in the cold. I don't want the world to see what's left of me.
Cuz I know what you think that you see, but it's not here anymore. I let go of myself and I drowned, but that was quite some time ago. Cuz I lost who I was, now I'm left here without a soul.
Is this a fight? Then I'll fight. Someone show me something worth fighting for. Is this a fight? Then I'll fight. Someone show me something worth fighting for. Is this a fight? Then I'll fight. I'd never walk away from something worth fighting for.
I only want to fade out, I only want to fade out, I only want to fade out, but I won't betray my own. I only want to fade out, I only want to fade out, I only want to fade out, but I won't betray my own.
Cuz I know what you think that you see, but it's not here anymore. I let go of myself and I drowned, but that was quite some time ago. Cuz I lost who I was, now I'm left here without a soul.
Behind me is a place where I was bought and sold and shaking in the cold.