success is finding a seat on a crowded subway and not getting lipstick on my apple when i take a bite, say i shouldn't beat myself up over some added red pigment, say i shouldn't miss everyone as much as i do, and hey
i've been seein older versions of my friends in places today but they're distant and further away on crowded subways
my stomach feels sick when i think about the things i've messed up it is exhausting to feel like you're bad at everything what is success if you're just feelin' like it all sucks?
i guess i'll try again try to find some meaning in this plan
i guess success is finding a seat on a crowded subway so i'll wipe the lipstick off my apple and sit comfortably