Searching for something Walking endlessly For what seemed like days And if you wait for me Ill wait for you Grasping to hold on to what i cant see It is coming back It seems that ive forgotten the way to continue on This broken down road Push carry on I wont pretend That this is my life Hollow words make paranoid people back down This is not this is not this is not control
I thought that i had control I thought i could keep control I thought i would want control I thought id never lose control
Theres no reason for this Just please forgive me
Hoping for something Passing time with an endless trail of smoke Throat burns Choke on cigarettes Ashes fall and scatter That old familiar blue glow Red eyes gaze This is not this is not this is not control