in the closest alley in the first doorway he pushed up against her and closed his eyes he said, this is probably the worst decision that i've ever made she laughed and smiled she said, i'm sure you do this all the time, right, right, right, right, right? and the morning came and the city woke into the buildings people all went to work as their rides out of town came they parted ways she said, do you know when you're coming back again? dig it deeper, deeper and farther still bury it up and over and into the ground all these lies will grow in ways that we never thought possible quiet down, down, down so soft of a sound you can hear it all come back after you now you want to take it back you think you might have fucked up waking dreams of concrete deafening panic, cracked skull there is yelling all around get up, get up, please start breathing and the moment will come when you finally realize the results of decisions and choices in your life can you hear it all come back after you? going down, down, down so soft of a sound you can hear it all come back after you