Repeating habits are locking up my insides, and I keep getting this gut feeling for the worse. I can't say it wont stop me, I never seem to be so happy. Life keeps on changing, and everything still moves while I'm asleep. Don't be so quick to throw me underneath the bus, this is the life that I said I couldn't take. And I still feel like I'm stuck lying there awake all night, and if this does blow over in time I won't believe my own eyes. Still to this day I can't feel alive. I tried to forget and lost myself in the mix. Now all I can do is sleep on it.