From the abyss of unsounded darkness I called my name And through negation my definition Gave form to the gulf Of nothingness Setting my frame Of blank desire Of raging entrails And screaming void Among the thickest shadows Of Avathar I hid Stealthily weaving, Silently waiting Stealthily weaving, Silently waiting Slow, ensnaring spider Blackness that longs for light, My food and my obsession, Unbearable necessity , My enemy and life And now that you’ve found me, Let me have the light Let my belly be its cradle and grave Desirable disaster Master, Yet no master Because I am my own Without any bounds, without any bonds I do not need your lustre Just lead me to these trees You told me of, and I’ll be their match Give me this precious purity I’ll show you what to do with it The perfect transformation Better than sublimation The truest evolution More than annihilation Reversal of reality The greatest opportunity And everything then will be mine The shine of pearls, a matter for swine Sap for my body, the power to undo Light for Unlight Being for un-being There is no fleeing Give me my due Now