The onset of this familiar emptiness comes as little a surprise as the look on your face It shows unrelenting compassion, betwixt malignant self loathing I know that you've concocted a reason to fall away from me convincing yourself that i'm better off without you; that you are holding me down
You are an addict You sprang from the womb this way You fester in misery And anticipate darker days
You feel so alive when you're falling When everything that you hold has taken it's toll on you You feel so alone when your broken When everything that you love is soaring above you
Since the day i was born, I could hear your voice Guiding me and leading me into this path of pain and misery Once stranded, i was left here to die But you stayed within my sight Bringing hope while breathing your love into my lungs
Breathe your love into my lungs Motionless; emotionless
Everything you are is the product of your agony My love is the only consolation You've pulled me into your darkness Can't you see that we are sinking? I've tried to climb these walls But they're painted with the blood of your memories Your love is the air that i breathe But your darkness consumes me
This pit you've sucked me into Has me divided in two There is no light to see above No ground below my feet I feel as though i left my soul high above As i've descended among the living dead I'll never breathe again I've fallen away from you