no one ever said that life was fair and Im not saying that it should be so knowing that you are what you want to be and Im not comes as no surprise but dont expect me to be happy for you and dont smile at me and tell me things will work out for me too I dont want your pity I hate your pity
taste your vanity and its sweet bitterness as you hide behind your veil of my stolen hopes and lost dreams you took them all I watched you steal my thoughts and had to see you smile
!!as you build your dreams on my shattered hopes Ill look back on a day once loved and fantasize for t r a g e d y!!
beg me ! to make this easier and listen to my hopeless cries
suffer alone in emptiness I lust to see you swallowed by the mess that you left in your wake disgust lies deep within your empty gaze
beg me ! to make this easier and listen as my hopeless cries
send stares ! into your meaningless eyes
my envy cant describe how I loathe you for having all the stars leaving my eyes to marvel the sky knowing it should be mine yet its you I see wasting the dream that only I deserve Ill tear off your face to see your smile.
!!as you build your dreams on my shattered hopes Ill look back on a day once loved and fantasize for t r a g e d y!!
beg me ! to make this easier and listen as my hopeless cries