to be so strange is to be always alone ill be ok. i wont answer the phone. play pretend no ones home. please don't speak you'll talk right through the end please don't hang from trees i used to climb ill be ok. tie yourself to trees from your own memories. ive wasted the best years of my life being afraid you keep talking to a version of me thats not worth being saved ive wasted the best years of my life trying to be a version of a person that i cannot ever be