walking backwards trying to find all lost memories left behind all the traces that i once walked clearly
all the chapters put away pile of books forming decay ill tip the ashes of my life into the ashtray
i can see it in their eyes i can feel it walking by all the doors I thought i closed are open look back on mistakes i made wasted nights not here today
all those days that I have lost all those friendships start to rust after time these people start to leave you being lonely all the time misery leave me don't be mine you've had your good times had your laughs now let me have my life
i can see it in their eyes i can feel it walking by all the doors i thought i closed are open
all the times that i've fucked up i'm going on so wish me luck
wasted life thrown away watching children while they play hoping they don’t make the same mistake i made
following me all around muting every single sound blurring images i once found useful