SUICIDAL VAPOUR they slit my throat with your hands dead eyes seem colder as all inside is frozen to the bone tired of this world and humans around tired each day resting at night but not tonight.. tonight i scream in silence watching my past as it swims far away on grey oceans we are the smokes on water suicidal vapour on skin i touch your hair asking for more asking for some \"why\" frozen to the bone and far beyond look behind the curtain see no smile just reality that sings in deadly rhytms tired each day tonight i sit in silence of a music watching my future in mist as it drifts here and there rarely over my head i feel no warmth on heart on skin dead to the bone smiling..