It’s 2am. The lights are off. and I’m just laying down contemplating on some things that I’ve tried to take apart and analyze crowding up my mind. tell me if I have enough time for myself. by myself. and I always let my pride get in the way to call for help. but is there help? ‘cause all these so-called friends I have they always say “I’m there for you” but no you’re not you take for granted what you got if you ever come around, it’s only when those bottles pop but never when I’m down, I swear I think I give too much to people nowadays, maybe I should stop to give a fuck but I can’t no matter how hard I try ‘cause I care about your happiness more than I care for mine and I think it finally took it’s toll ‘cause I realize I’m better off alone so I’mma let it go tonight.. I’mma let it go tonight and I think I had enough. No, I know I had enough I’d give you my all that you would take advantage of and I’m sick of being used. Instead of being loved and I miss having those friends. The ones that you can trust so I lay down in my room, and I’m flipping through these pages we hope for something new but never ready for the changes so this is where I stand and I hope you understand that I ain’t gonna let you be the one that holds me back so I’mma let you go tonight…