there is a boy in a band who is friends with my ex-boyfriend's high school friend christian a very nice gentleman
he seems to know me but i can't remember him good god forgive me i'm out of my element
and i can't seem to keep them all straight i've forgotten which people i like and which people i hate and i'm waiting for someone to shake me and say hey bitch you're wish is my command just smile and nod we'll under- standing in front of the sink i believe i've been tricked into thinking i'm sick when i'm actually generous
no use expecting the worst let the thing run its course and in time you'll look back thinking god, how hilarious
but i can't seem to keep them all straight i've forgotten which ones i should skip and which ones i should take and i'm waiting for someone to shake me and say hey bitch don't quit you're almost dead don't give up now make friends instead of going out go home instead of going down go back to bed
there is a man at my side who's convinced i'm alive and i try to explain the poor guy that it's way too late
he seems to like me but i can't relate i would like to get closer but christ all the time it takes
and i can't seem to keep this all straight i've forgotten which feelings to show and which feelings to fake and i'm waiting for someone to shake me and say hey bitch nice tits you're broke but then you're rich in love you're great in bed you'll see the world you'll knock 'em dead and all the thick books that you've read will count for nothing in the end