a dark place - no light, no warmth, no safety where am I a cold light lights up this strange place nevertheless there is no safety fear in my mind a voice is calling my name irrelevant - hardship the end is near... so close so close
something is reaching for me i'm in a rush of sedatives and drugs they make my body carelessly peace in my mind a needle pierces my skin a liquid is mixing with my blood the idyll gets destroyed by torment pain and agony by sorrow and distress.. now this is reality
is there a light i can see in the sky there is no sign for being alive..
is there a light i can see in the sky is there a sign for being alive is there a voice deep in my head or is it a bug or just o fear to have it
is there a fight my body should win is there a force i have to defend against is there a poison straight into my veins or is it despair which spreads in my mind is there a hole deep in my soul a kind a freedom which follows the drugs is there a hand waking me up from my dreams a helping hand i can hold in the night - that i can hold in the night