It's okay in the day, I'm staying busy Tied up enough so I don't have to wonder where is he Got so sick of crying, so just lately When I catch myself I do a 180
I stay up, clean the house, at least I'm not drinking Run around just so I don't have to think about thinking That silent sense of content that everyone gets Just disappears when the sun sets
[Chorus:] He gets fierce in my dreams seizing my guts He floods me with dread Soaked to his soul he swims in my eyes by the bed Pour myself over him, moon spilling in And I wake up alone
As far as my heart, I'd rather be restless Second I stop the sleep catches up and I'm breathless This ache in my chest, 'cause my day is done now The dark covers me and I cannot run now
My blood running cold, I stand before him It's all I can do to assure him When he comes to me, I drip for him tonight Drowning in me, we bathe under blue light
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And I wake up alone And I wake up alone And I wake up alone