i’ve been thinking of leaving so i’ve been saving i opened a new bank account where i can dump all the money that i’d be spending trying to fill this empty shell and i know you too are lonely but i can’t help you when i can’t even help myself
and my mom’s got her jesus who never changes with the seasons he hangs from a cross on her top shelf and he knows her and loves her says he’ll never leave her but he’s gonna send her son to hell because he’s a sinner and a liar a god damned unbeliever hell, he’s probably going to kill himself cause he’s sitting in his bedroom wondering where his time went to thinking, “i think i’m going to kill myself”
{goodbye}
if everything must come to an end i will be the one to take my life in the palm of my hand and i will end it one day at a time