Sometimes I'm afraid I'm not becoming who I wanted to be or who I'm meant to be I knew, I knew hope firsthand Instead I've treated all those feelings like a destination that I'm not able to reach
When the least expected hits you have to brace yourself and deal with it. It's hard to feel anything I have to admit I've learned I'm gonna make a fool of myself, it'll always happen 'til I'm old and grey You can choose desolation or destiny.
I used to be so certain, but at times I get so lost. At times I get so lost They always talk about priorities I need to get mine straight, I hope its not too late.
I want to love so I can smile. Give me a longing to grow inside and out.
When the least expected hits you have to brace yourself and deal with it. It's hard to feel anything I have to admit I've learned I'm gonna make a fool of myself, it'll always happen 'til I'm old and grey You can choose desolation or destiny.
Am I headed for the gates of heaven or am I headed for the gates of hell? I want to live again! OHHHHHHH Am I headed for the gates of HEAVEN or am I headed for the gates of HELL?