do my actions contradict my words? was there a choice? am i screaming so loud that you cannot make sense out of this noise? did i ever give a fuck at all? was it my choice? have i lost the ability to learn from my mistakes? did i find what i've been searching for? was there a choice? am i trying too hard to win approval from these people i don't know? do i seem too mean to everyone i meet? when will i finally let it go? can i be less arrogant and proud? do i mean what i say or am i talking shit? was it all just an act? how long can i pretend? who the fuck am i? where do i fucking belong? is my life a disease? please keep your mouth shut, i know you've got the answers to those questions. i’ll choke you to death because you know how much i hate perfection. you suck!