The first month after you left I drank and jerked off till I slept. I went to work when I had to then came home. I fed the dog when I had to. I fed myself when I had to. I went out of town when I had to. And then came home. And I know this won't last forever but it feels like forever since we've been together, till we'll be together again. Second month after you left I still felt real depressed but I've got plenty of other things to spend my time on. I hate whiny, fucking songs like this but I can't afford a therapist. Sorry guys, here's a solo. And it's harder to be yourself than it is to be anybody else. I wish that I was someone closer to you. And I know this won't last forever but it feels like forever since we've been together, till we'll be together again. WHOO