feeling like a dead man, losing all your will, falling on your knees and praying to be killed.
other feelings fading, other thoughts forgot, only words you can say: "please deny me not!"
love - i wish you'll never feel it! love - you'd better try to kill it! love - you'll suffer 'till your death! love - now you have to kill yourself! right now!
chasing her forever, trying to conquer, waiting for her mercy, praying gods for her.
memorize her eyes and see 'em your dreams. sometimes you feel happy, but that's not what it seems
raving, going crazy, breathing with her smell. then you said you're happy - now what can you tell?
then you were beloved and now you are denied. now you have no chance - it's time for suicide!