On one hand, I'm walking The way that I do Looking like I'm lost in thought But I'm looking for you
It's so subconscious The way that I feel Too bad my subconscious life Is the more real
And I ain't in the best shape That I've ever been in But I know where I'm going It ain't where I've been I know where I'm going And it ain't where I've been
Some kind of anxiety Has gotten hold of my heart And I just wanna run home When I feel it start
Plastic bottles of water Sealed windows, forced air And gazillions of cell phones Beaming through my hair
And I ain't in the best shape That I've ever been in But I know where I'm going And it ain't where I've been I know where I'm going And it ain't where I've been
Tossing and turning Between sleepless dreams And I'm poised on the edge of What it all means
So I turn my back And I spread my arms wide And I let myself fall in Way deep inside
And I ain't in the best shape That I've ever been in But I know where I'm going And it ain't where I've been I know where I'm going And it ain't where I've been