Consuming fear and pain loathing oneself Welcoming release from this emptiness Here I stand contemplating my end This bleak existence crushes me slowly breathing becomes my struggle Life has become my burden
What have I done To merit this life Born into misery What reason Have I to continue? I’ve lived all of my years with facade in place hiding the pain
The truth trapped within The pain only grows, stronger through the lies Full of contempt I hate what I am My life is pain
I do not take it lightly Is there any reason that I should stay? Some speak of consequences I fear not these things
Why should I fear the end of my suffering This is my decision and mine alone How could anyone understand this? this pain is mine and mine alone
There is no reason to believe This miserable existence has any shred of meaning
Why should I fear the end of my suffering This is my decision and mine alone How could anyone understand this? this pain is mine and mine alone
Without meaning how can it be of value? In the end nothing is lost Wiped from the page Soon to fade into obscurity My actions are mine And I will face the consequences
Continuing on this path leads only to more pain If life means nothing Then what is my crime?
My cause is just and my decision seems clear I will release myself from the shackles of my living hell
I will do what I must To fight this emptiness in any way that I can To end this pain I will do whatever I must
I Cannot go on I must end this Resolute, in this decision I Will take I will take control It’s my life, to end I Welcome Welcome the end With open arms I Welcome Welcome the end With open arms
I Can not Go on I Must end this I Welcome The end with open arms Soon I will find Peace in death Soon I will find Peace in death
Now the time has come I will take action now The time for words is gone I seek to end my pain
I climb with rope in hand Ready for the end Overwhelming joy Engulfs my heart now
The end so very near Soon to embrace the end Death has come to free me
Soon it will be done My life will end by my hand And I will be free
Now the time has come I will take action now The time for words is gone I seek to end my pain
I climb with rope in hand Ready for the end Overwhelming joy Engulfs my heart now
Tie the rope tight I must ensure this works For I can not endure Another day of hell
Noose around my neck Tightening ever so slowly Burning in my throat Breath escaping me
Life Drains from me My last breath escapes me Reflecting I lost my only Possession