we move again at first light right when the sky appears cracked like an egg as the brisk air around us begins to warm up while the darkness fades away And so the birth of a new day waits for us outside these walls will it teach us lessons of fairness or will it teach us lessons of loss I wait here anxiously seeking direction when the decision is mine on which way to go still theses paths look the same to my eyes and they all lead someplace I don't ever want to know I've seen it before in their lives in your life in our lives I've seen it before it's been eating at me for as long I remember like we were some sort of prepackaged prey taunted since birth to give in I refuse to accept the same fate as one of the scavenger's victims a dark sea blue is the emptiness that I've been drowning through all along and it's been dragging me down again and again keeping me here in a state of depression and acceptance that go hand and hand until the end draws near and then we will see how deep this greed really goes how deep this greed really goes we will see a dark grey sky suppressing the pain of a past once lived a past once lived by you and I still can't stray away from this hate that I learned so long ago I try to rid myself of it knowing I'd be better off alone to keep a distance thats safe from getting hurt again and I'll keep a distance thats safe from getting burned again Everyday when I awake all I feel is the pain of this weight that you've placed on me with such a grace that it's hard to believe your intent is to harm me but in such a place I've learned not to expect the best company and at the end of the day I'm not shocked at all to see that nothing's changed I'll just fight sinking in to a level that's comfortable and continue to struggle with keeping control of my mind and someday maybe if I'm lucky I might just get out with my life with a wish in one hand and the other a fist it's die or survive another night and in the morning I'll still refuse to admit that I appreciate the light.
Статистика страницы на pesni.guru ▼
Просмотров сегодня: 1